California: Between Light and Pressure
- oganes karayan
- May 18
- 2 min read
Updated: May 24

It’s no mystery anymore. To live in this state, you either need to be rich... or on the edge.
Gas prices climbing. Food prices insane — and even when you pay more, you get less. Rent feels like ransom. Work drains more, and gives back less.
You look around and wonder, “Who is this system designed for? Because it sure isn’t for the people anymore.”
But here's the deeper layer: This pressure? It’s not just economic. It’s psychic. It’s designed to wear you down, dim your spark, and make you forget who you are.
But you haven’t forgotten.
You’re still awake. Still questioning. Still seeing the glitch in the illusion.
California is still a land of power — but now it’s a battleground. Not with swords, but with consciousness.
So no — you’re not crazy for feeling it. You’ re not alone for struggling. And you’re definitely not wrong for wanting something more real.
This isn’t just about money. It’s about freedom. It’s about remembering your worth, even when the system treats you like you're disposable.
It’s not just gas or groceries anymore. It’s everything.
Car insurance? Out of control. You drive safely for years, and still your premiums jump like you caused a 10-car pile-up. They say it's "market conditions" — but it’s just another game where the house always wins.
And try walking in the city now. Not even driving — just walking.
You could be mugged. Or worse… and no one will come. The police are stretched. The system is numb. And the cities have become wild zones where fear is the new streetlight.
💔 Crime is up.
Homelessness is everywhere.
Rent is madness.
A one-bedroom closet now costs what an entire house used to. And even if you pay that much, don’t expect safety. Don’t expect peace.
What’s left?
Empty storefronts. Closed shops. Families packing U-Hauls and heading out.
And here’s the truth:
If it keeps going like this… there won’t be anyone left to keep this place alive.
But they’ll feel it.
When the cities are hollowed. When the traffic clears because no one’s driving anymore. When stores shutter, lights go dark, and the illusion fades.
They’ll feel the pain. Because it was never just about money — it was about pushing people until they broke.
But not everyone breaks. Some of us remember. Some of us speak. And some of us still burn with truth.
I am so happy I just found your site. This article about Cali sounds almost identical to where I live, Washington State! Almost no one is talking about any of this stuff. But reading your article helped me feel like I'm not alone, I'm not losing it and I didn't fall into some awful parallel universe. OK I'm not sure about the last one, could be true! Thank you for your voice in the world, I appreciate you!